And then Mr. Rabbit kept running without his shoes on, I told him to stop but he couldn’t heard me. I normally don’t chase after anyone but for some reasons Mr. Rabbit just captivates me in some ways. I forgot if that were his eyes or simile or maybe just the fact that he made me laugh once. I kept yelling ” Mr, Rabbit! Mr. Rabbit!” This time he turned around. He stopped for a second and stared into my eyes. That was the longest second I have ever experienced in my life. I saw nothing but emptiness in his eyes. I knew he was in a hurry, one of his hand was clutching a watch, the needles were going viral crazily as if one of them are chasing one another. I asked him why he was running so fast, he answered ” I wasn’t.” Then he turned his head and started sprinting again. Right that moment I realized I didn’t worth his time. Before I knew it, tears were running down my cheeks. I sat on the street. There were quite a few people on the street even though that was kind of late but no one really cares. They knew what happened. They have all been there. They gave me the look as if my problem was so trivial that I shouldn’t even spare a tear. 

I woke up the next day on my bed and I realize everything was a dream. I heard life is a life-long lesson, and that no one can expect to fully master it until the day they die. I have learnt so much already in these three months. Each lesson causes me some pains and tears and anxiety. I am grateful that I get to learn my lesson and become more mature in life, at the same time I wish I never have to go through all that shit. Safely speaking, I still have quite a long time ahead, how much pain do I have to endure and how much loneliness will I have to put up with still?

Everyone of us thinks we are such different and unique individuals, but we are really not. We might share different experiences, but we definitely share the same kind of emotions.